Desember 25th, 2004. Citos. 21. Bakerzin. He couldn't take his eyes off of me.
Tonight. December 25th 2005. If you only knew the price of keikhlasanku..

Coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine... Gotta gotta be down, because I want it all... It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss...

You walk on like a man in suffering, won't even bother now to tell me why…You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment, leaving me broken, another time... You come on like a blood staind hurricane...Leave me alone, let me be this time…You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption...I don't want to mention, the reason I know, that I am stricken and can't let you go... When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know...that I am crippled by all that you've done... Into the abyss, will I run…
You don't know what your power has done to me...I want to know if I'll heal inside…I can't go on, with a holocaust about to happen, seeing you laughing, another time... You'll never know how your face has haunted me, my very soul has to bleed this time... Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses, leaving me breathless… I can't let you go...