2 weeks

He asked me to be his girlfriend (again)…I’m still not sure…even we've been seeing each other almost everyday and with all the emotional connection...two weeks…too soon…

"Why dont we...?"

11.00 am. RSPP. Crowded patients waiting room. My appointment with dr. Adjie for my gastritis. I got bored reading a magazine. My cellphone beeped. 1 new message, “Hi gorgeous..”. I looked around, and there he was. Sitting 2 meters away, smiling at me.
Him : Hi Sayang… (kissed me on my forehead)
Me : Hi… How long have you been here?
Him : A while…you were busy reading that magazine…
Me : …So, how’s the meeting? Did u sign the contract?
Him : Hell yeah… I nailed those bastards…:D
Me : Really? Congratulation :D Can’t stop smiling, huh?
Him : Hahaha…No.. :D I’ve got you and I‘ve got the project..I'm on top of the world :D

04.00 pm. PS. Starbucks. TSG, Me, and Angie. I just introduced TSG to Angie.

Angie (to me): “You guys look really fit for each other. And nice ass by the way.. .:D”.

When Angie went to the toilet..

Him (whisper to my ear): I love you…Why don’t we just get married?

Me: ...???

Meet Danau

01.00 pm. Lunch at Caza Suki with TSG.

03.00 pm. He wanted me to meet his brother and his nephew. So we went to his brother’s house. Met his brother, i guess he's nice...aga2 pendiem kaenya. But his nephew, Danau, is so cute..!!

E-mail

From : The Scorpion Guy (thescorpionguy@diplomats.com)
Sent : Tuesday, July 13, 2004 9:07 AM
To : "Love" (devildiva@somemail.com)
Subject : no words can represent the title of this personal note

(the previous is censored)
...Above all else...you have my respect . You have my love. You have my devotion. You have my loyalty. You have my commitment. Mostly, you have my heart. All which will only furnish you with the truest meaning of happiness, security, comfort, sincerity, direction, affection, and love. I am present to feel your suffering moments. I am present to give you all the ambitions in your life ahead. I am present to lead you to happiness. I am present to love you with my soul. I am present to give you an endless smile...
I have placed you in a very special place in my heart and treasure you beneath the surface of my soul. I love you beyond the limitations of the unseen extent... You are my destiny...

"Would u be...?"

03.00 pm. Citos. Connoisseur. With TSG. Great conversations as always.
05.30 pm. Studio 21. God Send. Bad movie.
07.15 pm. Coffee at Amadeus. Again, total comfort and great conversations. The emotional connection was inevitable. He asked me to be his girlfriend..but helloo…we just met!!

Perfect Date

09.00 am. Rumah Keluarga Mba Virni. Kak QQ and Mba Virni’s wedding. My kebaya was killing me. HELP!!
05.45 pm. QB Pondok Indah. Meeting The Scorpion Guy. He brought me a box of (good!!) chocolates. Bought a book, Primal Leadership: The Power of Emotional Intelligence.
08.30 pm. Circa. Great city view. Great ambiance. Gin and Tonic. Margarita. Dinner. Perfect Date.
11.40 pm. Home. Couldn’t put away the smile on my face… :) Telpon Ichel aahhh...

The Scorpion Guy

03.00 pm. Plaza Senayan. Fleurie. Meeting this new guy. 32. A genuine Scorpion living life going beyond and exceeding the limitations and the unseen extent. Smart. Straight-forward. Very well mannered. Never absent to light up a cigarette for me. Coffee. Red Wine. Dinner at the same place. Spent 7 hours of talking, talking, talking… Good atmosphere. Total comfort and great conversations.

10.30 pm. He drove me to Bro’s house. Janjian ma anak2 mo ke CO2.

Life isn't...

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone.
Life isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed, it isn't about sex.
Life isn't about who your family is or how much money they have or what kind of car you drive, or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are, or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black or brown, or if your skin is too light or too dark. It's not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are.
Life isn't about what clubs you're in, or how good you are at sport. Life isn't about what representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will accept the written you.

LIFE JUST ISN'T...

But, life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposely. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon.
Life is about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening. About starting rumour contributing to petty gossip. It's about what judgements you pass and why, and why your judgements are spread to.
Life is about who you've ignored with full control and intention. It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance and revenge. It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and
spreading it.
But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone. Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life is all about.